Today’s topic is about something we’re all well acquainted with, though
it took a falling apple to point it out to Sir Issac Newton. Yup, gravity, the
constant enemy to those who like to stand up.
Cupcake lost a fight with gravity today, and it’s the third fight she’s
lost in the last week if I’m not mistaken, and I lost one too, not too long
ago. I’ve got a doctor’s excuse and x-rays to prove it.
I don’t have any broken ribs, but something’s wrong. I’ve got pain and
this and that and I don’t feel like bitching about it right now. Me and Cupcake
have both lost our battles with gravity recently, and that’s pretty much all I’ve
got to say about gravity.
Now, I need to find something else to talk about.
Gravity is boring.
So, I’ll talk about role-playing instead. I don’t mean playing Dungeons
and Dragons or any rpg video game (and not adult centric role playing) I mean
just sitting down with a few friends, a pen and a piece of paper and pretending
to be someone else for a while.
Writing is one way of doing it. Acting is another. Then you have the
games, and all these things focus on a sort of transformation. Somewhere along
those lines you stop being you, all your worries fade away. For a little while,
at least, you don’t have to worry about where the rent money’s coming from or
about what’s happening to the world at large. All that matters is that
character and what’s going to happen next.
Escapism is the word for it, and I think it’s a word that bears
repeating. We can escape from our lives and our responsibilities for just a
tiny fraction of time. It really might be what keeps most of us sane.
I know I work out a lot of my problems when my pencil connects with the
page. I can see all of it flowing out of me, through me, and transforming. Those
problems and fears and hopes and dreams, all of them become the essence of
whatever character I’m writing about. Whether it be about a gnome and a
necromancer or a half-vampire and an army of the undead, they are the same
because they are me, and they’re different because they’re my window into
another world.
That might be why I like writing so much. I enjoy escaping, living
these other lives like I’m Batman or some shit like that. And, I write because
I want to share that joy with other people. I want my readers to be free from
their worries, even if it’s just for one cigarette smoke filled night. I want
them to be free and feel the joy and triumph, pain and sorrow of another. I
want them to be free, and I want them to know that life is worth living because
of those little moments of happiness, of freedom.
And, that’s enough preaching out of me. Later kids.
Ryan
2-26-14/2-27/14
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